So,
Today I went and did a boudoir photo shoot for my gift to Mekael for our first wedding anniversary coming up on June 7. And although I know we took some really great pictures and I was please with how they turned out, it felt a little strange after a while having another man (professional photographer with his own studio) see me so exposed. We did some photos with lingerie, some artistic nude, and some more, shall we say, explicit images.

I'm not sure how I feel about it yet. I'm pretty sure Mekael will love his gift, but in hindsight, I think he will think it is strange that another man saw me in that way. I think I'm mostly anticipating his reaction.

I am going to ask him to come to the viewing to help me decide which photos to choose. I know, that will blow the whole surprise, but, I feel weird about keeping it a secret for so long. I feel like I am keeping a secret from him about this man who took these pictures even though it was professional.

Hmm.